Cut

Cut

Every time I cut open my skin
Every time I see your face, I get the same feeling
Pain
Every time I try to walk away
My emotions shatter right in front of you
Just as glass would
But when I try to pick myself up again
I start to cut once more
Over and over I do this for many days
I try to tell you how I feel
but you laugh at me and say that I’m crazy

I feel unwanted and I feel like I should just stop al the madness
this time it is out of my control though
I can’t do this anymore
and I can’t love anymore
and even if I could, I wouldn’t want too

Finally another chance for an ending comes
but it fades so quickly that I can’t grab it in time
So, we continue
Until I can finally grasp the ending
I will have to cut once more
and this time many more times than before
Until I can finally accomplish my goal
suicide
which brings you too the end
and keeps you out and away from the pain